Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Falling Apart!

It is now 5:30 p.m. Sorry for over reacting today.

I am now starting to really freak out! I'm trying to stay calm but it's not working very well for me. As you all know from reading my blog that I am a very hyper person. I have done everything I can think of to get my nervous energy out. With the graduation so close and then knowing my boy will be leaving soon, I have been very weepy. I'm really trying to hold it together but it is really becoming a struggle.

I trust fully in the Lord and I really try to lean on Him in my life.

I wanted to spare all of you these emotions of mine but I'm sure you are all wondering why I'm not posting. It is hard for me to humble myself and let people in, but the hurt in my heart that I am going through is real and just a part of life. I know I am going to live through all this but I am really starting to feel like I am going to fall apart.

Please pray for me this week and the next few months!


Barb said...

I think all your emotions right now are normal, Lori. I'm feeling a little sad too, knowing Mandy will be moving away after the wedding. It hurts that she won't be close by any more.

But you're stronger than you think and you won't fall apart. Allow yourself to have these feelings and know that as long as we pray for you, surely you will come to accept the fact that life just changes. You'll be fine. And I will pray for you.

groovyoldlady said...

Here's a paper bag, Darlin'.

Breathe IN, Breathe OUT
Breathe IN, Breathe OUT

Are you with me?

Breathe IN, Breathe OUT
Breathe IN, Breathe OUT


Kristy said...

Hey cute lady!
You know I'll be praying....
**big hugs**

dot said...

Will be praying for you Lori.

Neva said...

Lori my friend,
I think perhaps God allows us to miss our children so deeply so that we will appreciate the love He has for His own and how He misses us when we leave home. We miss them only in proportion to how much we love them. Miss him ginormous because thats how big you love him. :)

Deepak Gopi said...

Pls dont get tensed ,God will take care of him.

Amel's Realm said...

I can only imagine how my parents felt when I moved halfway around the world a few months ago. May God sustain them and strengthen them.

I hope you'll be able to feel better as time goes by. It may be a rollercoaster ride. Letting go is never easy.

May God sustain you, too, whenever you miss your son.