I am starting to think something is wrong with me. I do feel myself pulling away from blogging, friends, and family. I am getting calls, emails, and comments asking if something is wrong. One friend of mine felt the pressure of my quietness so bad; this person came to my janitor’s job and helped me clean on Saturday. Then this person asked me if they had done something to offend me? I am hurting my friends and I don't mean too. My friend was joking with me but this person asked if the time for us to be friends was up. We have been friends for a year and a half was it time for me to move on. Oh how sad! I really could tell this person was hurt.
I have stopped answering my cell-phone on my route due to many different reasons. For one thing I am working and feel that I should give my motor route and my driving all my attention. I guess there are other reasons I don't want to blog about. That is something I need to work out with myself. I'll try to work it out quickly.
Do we go through different stages of our lives when we are old like kids do? We talk about the terrible two's, rotten three's, unbearable fours, ECT. Do we go through different stages when we are in our 40's? Then do we pull back so far, we only talk when spoken to? I guess, maybe I'm going through something like that. I love all of my friends and need to work harder on this.
Who knows, maybe in a few weeks I'll go back to being loud again?
I do value all of my friendships!
The greatest gift of all to me,
You can't unwrap for all to see.
The gift I treasure isn't gold,
It's not a gift that you can hold.
The gift thats best costs not one dime,
It's only cost is someones time.
No need for coupons or a sale,
A gift to please both girl and male!
It needs no water, food, or air,
But it will grow, if given care.
What is this gift, you ask yourself?
It's nothing you'll find on a shelf.
An outstreched hand, a caring heart,
Can't put these in a shopping cart!
One size fits all, all colors are fine,
No waiting at the checkout line!
This gift most always gets returned,
But thats a good thing, as we've learned!
Please give this gift the whole year through,
To all your friends both old and new.
written by and ©pansy